Quilly

Hello all!  I just finished catching up on reading all of your lovely blogs.  I was about 2 days behind & I read some last night & the rest today.  I didn't have time to comment, but I did read them.  I hope those of you who have been having a rough time, rather it be with binges or life in general or whatever, I hope things have gotten better or do very soon! <3

I am doing crappy.  Well, weight-wise.  Which of course makes me feel guilty & stuff.  But I'm trying to turn it around & not get so bogged down in it that I just give up.  Today has been alright so far.  It is nearly 2pm & I just ate for the first time today.  I had a s'more (160 cals) which may not be the best choice, but sounded so good & I know (for me) it is better to give into a craving (when I can still control it) then to let it linger & get out of control & cause a binge.  Besides, the chocolate is the only part that's bad, really, the way I rationalize it, because graham crackers & marshmallows have little fat.  I am also drinking a Juicy Juice box (orange tangerine, 110 cals), my last one. :(  My weight was up 2.6lbs this morning from my last reached goal.  It's been moving up there for almost a week now (so it wasn't sudden, just day after day of bad choices).  I must get it down because if I reach +3 or my weight stays up too long, I have to reset the goal (& as I've mentioned, I've already reset this goal a few times).  Before I ate/drank I was down 0.6lb already because some stuff finally moved out (ew, I know, but it's true).

I'd like to reach my next goal by the end of the month or very early November.  Which isn't too crazy, it'd be a 5.6 loss from this morning'a weight.  But I seem to have been stuck around the past reached goal (which is part of why it's been reset multiple times, because I get back over & stay over it) for months.  Boo.

I have a few more things from formspring I want to answer & add onto my answer/confession blog then I will post it.  And I have to go back to my comments & answer the couple of suggestions I did get.  If you got anything else to throw at me, have at it & I will add that in too!

I hope you are all having a wonderful Wednesday!  I hope to keep up on blogs so I can comment more, I love to leave comments as much as I love getting them! <3 :)